THE VOICE...
	July, 2002
	Praise the Lord Everyone, I must give you all a haughty thanks for receiving our mails, thanks for your encouragements, letters and basically your support. We really appreciate it; the site now 24,694 hits since July 1, thanks to you. .  Today’s newsletter might not be for everyone, for some of us would rather turn a blind eye to the naked truth rather than realize it’s there and speak about it as it is. But first, one short testimony from the last letter on justification, which 'kind of' sum up why it’s not being taught in our churches and why I think everyone should read this book’s chapter on justification:  “…It is things like this that makes me happy...speaking about your mail. I back you up one hundred percent and so do the scriptures. Jesus said in one of his text, "none that the father has given me have I lost, I have kept all of them" and also that he will present us faultless. It’s quite an assurance. A pastor friend and I were reasoning about the exact thing some time ago, he said he rather not teach it to his church because Christians will take it for granted and with content cushion their ungodly deeds.  But as I always say, 'its God's church let him do the worrying'. May God continue to bless you and your ministry.” – W. T., From New York  ANNA'S WEDDING TURNED NIGHTMARE - Help! . “It was finally here - Anna's wedding day, the day she had dreamed about and planned for months. The small, picturesque church was crowded with friends and family. Sunlight poured through the stained-glass windows, and gentle music of a stringed quartet filled the air. Anna walked down the aisle toward David. Joy surged within her. This was the moment for which she had waited so long. He gently took her hand, and they turned toward the altar. But as the minister began to lead Anna and David through their vows, the unthinkable happened. A girl stood up in the middle of the congregation, walked quietly to the altar, and took David's other hand. Another girl approached and stood next to the first, followed by another. Soon, a chain of six girls stood by him as he repeated his vows to Anna. . Anna felt her lips beginning to quiver as tears welled up in her eyes. "Is this some kind of joke?" she whispered to David. . "I'm...I'm sorry, Anna," he said, staring at the floor. "Who are these girls, David? What is going on?" she gasped. "They're girls from my past," he answered sadly. "Anna they don't mean anything to me now...but I've given part of my heart to each of them." "I thought your heart was mine," she said. "It is, it is,” He pleaded. "Everything that's left is yours." . A tear rolled down Anna's cheek. . Then she woke up.” . We are in a new era and even the young and innocent are feeling it! . Everyone, there is a lot of work out there to be done, especially amongst our teenagers. I am really, really, really, really, really sadden by the comments, concerns and questions of actual teenagers who have an affinity towards Christianity. I'm really sadden while reading them; the thought of hopelessness then floods my mind, then I have to brace myself. But is there no balm in Gilead, is there no discerner, is there no one that will say honey I can’t tonight…I promised I’d help Daniel; is there no one that would say I must give up that business opportunity before John gets his ‘willy’ in the wrong place. “Where are the mothers? Where are the Fathers? Where are the eyes, where are the true born again caring Christians that are willing to give their lives for the sake of saving this lost generation. Where are you? Please stand up, please help me, please help us, please help. I need your help.   .  The internet is a dangerous place and during the holidays that’s where the kids turn to, according to the researchers. For instance, I received an email entitled animal lovers, seeing that I love animals I decided to open the email. To my surprise what I saw was the most sinful thing in humanity. I was disgusted and sick to my stomach that at the spur of the moment I asked God to kill these people (God forgive me). How could human beings allow themselves to be s¥xed by dogs, horses and other animals (bestiality)? Men and men, women and women doing the most disgraceful, heinous acts of sin known to human kind. They are even site where real mothers go at their son, father at their daughters and even family orgies (incest p@rn). My God I feel sick again. And our children and teens get these mails and see these websites on a daily basis. In fact, most of these p@rn stars are young girls under the age of 18. I remember going to the public library sometime ago and I saw with my own eyes a group of young students in the age of  7-11 accessing p@rn. When they saw me, they quickly tried to get rid of it; so they knew that they were doing something wrong. Just the other day searching for images to put on the website, I came across a site that advertise half-nude young girls in the age of 7-12. I was so disgusted I contacted the FBI and a few other agencies and reported the matter. I’m not trying to seem approved but my God we have gone too far and this generation is going further. Teens are suffering, young people are dying because of all the smut demons that are unleashed in our country. Young boys and young girls deciding to become homos¥xuals rather than go God’s perfect way. Where are the leaders, pastors and teachers – chasing money, dreams and television ministries while the young perish. If you knew some of the things these teens confessed, wondered and t-r-i-e-d. For instance, just look at what some ‘Christian Teens’ had to discuss among themselves, because no adult is approachable and available. You should have seen the answers they gave among themselves too. 1. “My boyfriend isn’t a Christian. (I know, I know "for what does the light have in common with the dark...") apparently he’s even gotten a rather bad impression the whole Christian thing. I LOVE God with all of my heart and I want to share that with him. Anyone got any ideas as to how to introduce him to it so as not to scare him?”-spnx .  2. “I dated a guy for two years until we broke up a couple of weeks ago. He broke up with me because he said that he wanted to start a new life after he was baptized and I wasn't in it. We had decided to go to grad together a couple of days ago and things went okay until I had gone for a walk with one of my guy friends and he found out. He went looking for me and found me down the street. Then he totally broke down crying and he yelled at me swearing and telling me that I was all these bad names. Now he wants to go out with me again. What should I do? We were very close.” JeNnO .  3. “My boyfriend and I broke up just a few days ago. Right now, I can’t eat...I just feel..horrible...I need a Christian to talk to. I know that God has a reason I am going through this..but it doesn’t make it less painful. If you have any advice or anything, please leave it, thanks.” Girlie4God .  4. “Ok, me and some of my friends were hanging out at church at a Pizza Party Then there were 4 of us left (2 boys & 2 girls). It was getting dark out and my friend tried to put the moves on and make out with my 2 guy friends. Then she started crying about how she needed a boyfriend. I can tell u the rest of the story if you email me. But if you have any advice I can give her let me know!!”  .  5. “Ever since spring break I have been letting myself go further and further with guys. I not only cheated on my boyfriend, but I did it on a church trip. I know what I did was not cool at all, and I definitely got what I deserved. I have done "stuff" with 7 guys in less than 2 months, and I wasn’t dating any of them, I am still a virgin, but there is a lot of stuff u can do without having s¥x. I just don’t know why I keep doing stuff with them, and I feel so worthless now, I just wish I could not do it. Anyone have advice, please help!!” --samantha .  6. “Well do you all think that masturbating is a sin? I think it's a sin if it occurs in groups, or if it's used as an escape, but normally I don't see a problem [Lie].” .  7. “I need help...I think I might be pregnant. I haven't had actual intercourse, but I looked on several sites and they said that if you had sperm on your hand and then masturbated, you could become pregnant. I have screwed up in my life and I gave a guy and “hand job” then masturbated. If I'm pregnant, I don't know what I'll do!” .  8. “What’s wrong with s¥x? My friend says it is wrong I don't see why as long as you have protection so you don't have a baby when you’re too young…. I’m not having s¥x with a freak; he's a really nice guy that I love. We agree to just have s¥x with each other and we will get married some day. Don't you think the Bible is the way it used to be but now were in a new time where things are different? We have to have s¥x and stuff to see if we're really in love.” .  9. “I went to a church lock in u stay the night and u don't go to sleep but if u want to they have separate girl and guy rooms, well none of my friends wanted to go to sleep and I did, well 3 guys went in a were talking to me (which is okay as long as door is wide open) well they took my pillow and ran in their room I figured *hey they are just playing* so I ran in there and garbed my pillow well the biggest guy ran to the door when I was trying to get out and held it and turned the light off, while the other 2 kept feeling on me and trying to drag me to the floor, I feel dirty and I don't know how to explain to my boyfriend what happened, I feel so terrible like it was my fault for running in there to get my pillow, what do I do????? And is it all my fault??” .  10. “OK. Here goes. I had a boyfriend "Ryan" for about 8 months. We were great together, he never pressured me about s¥x, and if I felt uncomfortable in a situation (which was rare) and I told him to stop, he would immediately. When he broke up with me, I was crushed. 2 days after this, he told me he had made a mistake and that he wanted me back. I told him no, because I thought we needed time apart. He agreed, and then asked me how long I thought we needed. I said I didn't know, and he said well then maybe it's better we did break up. That was the end of that. I recently (about 1 month) broke up with my boyfriend "Ethan" of one year. Ethan was great. He treated me like a princess, but he drove me absolutely nuts. He was way too sensitive for me. He cried when I didn't hold his hand. I realize that he is just a sensitive guy, and I accept that, but I just didn't think we should take it any further. Now, Ryan wants to get back together. I told him that since Ethan and I had just broken up, that I wanted to wait awhile, and Ryan said he would wait. This confused me because Ryan is not a patient guy. I really like Ryan and when I was with him, I was happy. When he broke up with me, I cried for three days. When I broke up with Ethan, It was kind of a relief. I guess I'm just wondering if I should go for it with Ryan, or keep waiting. I'm just afraid that I will lose Ryan. But I want to be considerate of Ethan's feelings. I hope I am being rational about this, and I hope that I don’t sound too shallow. I've prayed and will keep praying, but any advice is welcome. Thanks for listening.” .  11. “Ok lust is something that I have struggled with for a long time. I don’t know how to get over it. I’m not like some sick little pervert or anything but sometimes those thoughts happen. It really gets me down. Does anyone have any suggestions on how to not have lustful thoughts and stuff? In His awesome name” -Jaman . 12.   “I went out wit this guy named Dan again for a while and over the weekend I dumped cause he’s not a Christian and I want to stay close to Christ and all. Well he said all this really mean stuff to my best friend Daniella about me and today I was trying really hard to talk to him and stuff and he wouldn’t listen and stuff. I really still like him a lot and my other friend Theresa knows that and today she asked him out! :-( And she did it even after I told her how I still liked him and all and she promised me she wouldn’t and all and also Dan said to me that he wanted me to stop liking him and said that he was laughing at me for trying to talk to him and stuff. I’m sooo heart broken. I thought I was in love wit Dan and that breaking up wit him would be for the better of Christ and me. I also thought that Theresa was one of my best friends but she’s dating Dan now even though she promised me that friends always come before guys. I’m sooo upset! Please pray for me!” .  13. “I was just wondering, I am getting my boyfriend this ring for our 6 month anniversary, and you can engrave something on the inside. Does anyone have any suggestions as to what I can say??? Nothing too long please. And something appropriate. Thanks. Oh by the way. I kinda need this in a hurry. I am getting it done this Saturday!” Pryzma . 14.   “Do you think it is a wrong 4 me to go out with a guy over the net???? He is really sweet and nice but I need to know what other people think!!!!!!!!!! Me and this guy chat ALOT and I get like 19 emails a day (no kidding) I was the one who said that I liked him first... a couple weeks after that he emailed me telling me that he thought I was sweet, then after that I guess we just hit it off.” . 15.  “If you're a Christian, then is it wrong to have s¥x before you're married? My friend and I were talking, and I said, " I'm not gonna have s¥x till I'm married" but she replied. " Well, what if you’re really bad at it, then like you’re hubby doesn’t want u, isn’t it better to get practice?" now I don’t know what to do, cause I love my boyfriend Travis, and we both said lets wait, but now I’m wondering, would it be wrong not to? I love Travis.......... help!” . 16.  “Ok I was out visiting an ex boyfriend and a bunch of friends that I hadn't seen in two years. Well we were hanging at the guys house for a while and then when it came time for him to take me back to where I was staying he was like before you get home we are going to make out. I was like hey buddy I don't think so and he locked the doors on the car and wouldn't let me out till I did. It was the scariest thing that has ever happened. What should I do about this?” . 17.  “I am 17, my best mate and her b-friend slept together once and now she is pregnant. How should I help her? We are still at school!” 18.   “A while back I was babysitting for someone when I had to give their kid a bath. I stripped him naked, and put him in the bubbly water. I felt a sensation in my loins and was suddenly very aroused. I saw through my sinful fog and it occurred to me that I was being tempted from the pits of hell. I ran screaming from the room, and ran all the way home. Now I have not left my apartment for a week, and I continue to have outbursts of sinful thoughts about young children. I often catching myself flipping thru Family magazine for the pictures of the blonde haired boys.... oh god please help me!! SATAN BE GONE!!!!!!!EVIL BE GONE, I LIKE BOYS STILL!! BUT I DONT WANT TO DO ANYTHING DRASTIC! HELP ME GOD!!!HELP JESUS!!!!HELP ME MOTHER MARY!!! I DONT TO SIN NO MO!!!!!!!”  -Diana Please help, please help, pleaseeeee help! Talk to the kids in your church, organize sessions, be straight, and accompany them on outings. Give up your trips to facilitate theirs. Tell them that you love them and stop calling them names you don’t want to be called. You might be a good parent and role model to your child, compel the others in your church to be too. Pastors have teaching sessions on dealing with the young people, put on dinners for them. Do everything possible to invest in them, the time, energy, power, interest and everything else to make them come out better than you were. Don’t just tell them the facts or be religious, explain it to them.  .  I came across a bible verse that fits this context, “when thy son asketh thee in time to come, saying, What mean the testimonies, and the statutes, and the judgments, which the LORD our God hath commanded you? Then thou shalt say unto thy son, we were Pharaoh's bondmen in Egypt; and the LORD brought us out of Egypt with a mighty hand: and the LORD..." (Due 6:20)   .  In other words, when a youngster asks the older, “why do you offer sacrifices and obey all these customs,” they MUST explain to him the “whole 9 yards.” Likewise, when the youths ask you the leaders why is it forbidden to have s¥x with the same s¥x, why is it forbidden to have s¥x with animals (My God!), why is it dangerous to sensuously play with our genitals, why must we wait until marriage to be deflowered, why can’t I have more than one spouse, why must I come to church, why must we obey godly leadership, why can’t we dress like pimps and ‘whores?’ It is commanded that you explain it to them in details. Here are some reasons! . Unless you don’t, satan’s imps, disguise as their friends, will. Christ our father, could have stayed in heaven and gave us just punishments and let us loose and wild upon the earth, but by his grace he came and taught us how to “deny all ungodliness.”  This is for our example; he came and did more than any father could ever do. Why can’t we even attempt it? I love my father dearly and I grew up with him, but he never even taught me how to shave. On my twelfth birthday, he gave me a book call “Everything a Teenage boy should know;” and that was it from him to me all my teen-adolescent life. Not blaming him, because he didn’t have it in him to, for his father died when he was around five and his job had him most of the time. But we are here and we have many examples as ambassadors to Christ and being empowered by the Holy Spirit in all wisdom. Let us therefore be his example of what he did; that is, he gave up all for us, his children. . Parents, Pastors, Peer leaders, Youth Pastors, anyone, everyone, someone need your help, someone needs your attention, someone needs for you to let them know you care. If you don’t, someone else (devil) whom you don’t like very much, will do it. You too need help, we all have issues and need help, and I especially need your help. But how, where, when, why, whom? Yes, Jesus but…Yes, Christ but…Yes he cares, but…. To tell the truth no matter how much you tell me to visualize Jesus, I still can’t physically feel his warm embrace regardless of how hard I sing the songs of Zion, nor do I always audible hear him. Stop pushing me off, stop throwing a religious camouflage down my throat, I NEED YOUR HELP! This, my friends, is the cry of our youths. Remember this, as I leave you with a sermon by Minister Mark Brown entitled, “I need your help,” God is no respecter of persons but he does respect his principles, so if you really want to please him, walk in LOVE; that’s his principle and guess what I had to find out the hard way? – IT’S A SACRIFICE! . Click here to listen this great sermon entitled, “I need your help” . Grace be unto you, Oneil www.ThreeQ.com   P.s: if you really want to help I have two plea's I hope you will see it fit to give me a hand with:  1. By the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, he has helped me to prepare a short writing on dating. Please print it and distribute it at your local youth groups and church gathering, please. Click Here to print it now for photocopying; pdf format, needs  Adobe Acrobat Reader, which is usually on most computers. 2.  We are also asking ordained workers to join the e-counselors team to help counsel these teens when they turn to us for help. We need your help and time, please; don’t let another teen commit suicide because no one was there to help. Fill out an application by Clicking here.   Believe it or Not?!    -------------------------  "In a JTF television program which aired in Manhattan on Sunday, September 11, 1994 -- precisely seven years to the day before the horrendous Muslim Nazi attacks on the World Trade Center and Pentagon -- Chaim Ben Pesach explicitly predicted that the Muslim terrorists who bombed the Twin Towers in 1993 would return to finish their bloody work, murdering thousands of Americans in the process. [The broadcaster, because of his adept knowledge in terrorism, kept calling the FBI, CIA and all these secret services to inform them of the plot, but they wouldn't listen, until Sept 11, 2001 when 5000 people got killed. How that could have avoided if they took heed to these warnings and plea's. Here's the actual broadcast that air 7 years ago, listen to it for yourself - CLICK HERE ]" --- jtf.org Happy camping to the AFI Campers this week >>>> www.apostoliccamp.org
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