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June 30, 2001

Praise the Lord,

So far in the last two mails, there was an example of generational sins/transference of murder and hate towards men. And the solemn true testimony of what could be the a generational sin sexual immorality and infidelity. By those example you'll see that these letters are no joke; a serious issue that must be addressed. If you have doubt recieving these teaching on generational transference take another look at this example, live and direct fromt the "horse's mouth." Her name is withheld for security purpose.

"I really really need help and don't know where to turn. About 8 or 9 years ago, I found the Lord. Previous to this I worked part-time as a professional psychic and was involved in witchcraft. My pastor at that time (an Assemblies of God minister) pressured me to quit my part-time fortune telling and prayed for a full-time secretarial job for me. I got the job, gave up my occult activities, got rid of all my books, etc., and over the next few years my world totally collapsed. I left A of G for the Vineyard and wound up with a pastor who had had several church splits, etc., over an issue of sexual misconduct with one of his praise and worship team members. One of the church members gossiped and I learned of the incident and the pastor kicked us both out of his church when he found out she had gossiped and told me that I "wasn't worth saving". After that I went to another church for about 2 years where I was on the prayer team and wrote the church newsletter. But things kept getting worse. I began having panic attacks on my job, became unable to work, my marriage got worse, we had to declare bankruptcy, etc.

Finally, I decided that God didn't care and I walked away and back into the occult knowing perfectly well at the time what I was doing. I saw no other way. I am now completely supporting myself by doing psychic readings, channeling and Reiki healing treatments. I desperately want to return to the Lord but I'm afraid. I'm afraid of what my "guides" will do to me. I went through absolute hell the first time I left the occult and am afraid it would be worse now. I am completely dependent on the occult to pay my bills. I am unable to work on a regular job due to my anxiety attacks. Strangely enough, I don't seem to have the panic attacks while doing my psychic readings or the metaphysical art which I also do. Maybe it is because I seem to 'drift off to elfland' while doing the occult work. I no longer know.

All I know at this point is that I'm totally trapped and don't see any way out and I do know that Jesus is the only one who can save me from this mess of my own making. But I don't know where to begin. I'm not even sure he hears my prayers. At night I ask for forgiveness for my sins knowing full well that I will be doing more 'readings' the next day. I have no choice. I cannot file bankruptcy again, there is no other way I can pay my bills, I cannot take a regular job---hope you see what I'm trying to say here. Can Jesus hear my prayers and forgive me while I am still living in this way? And I fear the wrath of my "guides". They almost succeeded at killing me the first time I tried to give my life to the Lord and I fear they are even stronger now. I know Jesus has total power of them but I don't know if he will protect me or if he even hears my prayers. I don't know what to say or do. As I'm writing to you, I have clients coming to see me later today, I'm booked with clients tomorrow and am doing a "psychic party" on Friday. I'm an excellent psychic (not bragging) and I make a good living because I have many many clients. I feel dirty and ashamed and know I should be telling them the truth instead of supporting them in their sins and helping them down the road to Hell.

My son is also a psychic (not a professional one) and so is his 13 year old daughter. His daughter, Jennifer, the 13 year old, was very close to my father who died 4 years ago and she regularly "sees" him and talks to him. I can't even bring myself to tell my son that the spirit he is seeing and that they are talking to is NOT my father. They would never believe me. Sometimes in meditation I also "see" my dad. But I know it isn't him no matter how much I would love to believe otherwise. I also wonder where he is. He never went to church, didn't read the Bible and I don't know what he believed.

My mom is 96 years old, also psychic, sees my dad all the time (as well as her parents and deceased son) and is terrified of death. Don't know what else to say to you. Don't know if you can help. As I write this, I am crying because I don't know what to do with this situation. If you don't want to deal with me about this, I do understand. I know that I deliberately turned away from God. Don't know if I'm saved or not; don't know if my prayers are heard; don't know if I can reach out to Jesus while continuing to do psychic readings and healing (Reiki) every day and can't quit doing what I do because I have to buy groceries and pay the bills. I feel like a hamster running in those little wheels. I'm running and working and going noplace. Except maybe to hell.

My doctor has me on Prozac and that helps me to be somewhat numb to the pain--at least part of the time. I used to look forward to tomorrow and to life. I'm not suicidal or anything. I don't particularly want to die. I just no longer want to BE. I don't want to be anywhere or be anything. Maybe that's why I can still do the readings. While doing the readings or channeling, I can "zone out", let my "guides" do the talking, and escape into a daydreamy state where I don't really have to think. I'm rambling on. Didn't mean to do this but when I began writing, it just continued to flow. Need to get the tears off my face before my next client arrives. I hope to receive a reply from you but, if I don't, I understand. Thanks so much for taking the time to listen to me."

Hmmmmm, is there a balm in Gilead? Saints, there is a dying world out there. Allow the Holy Ghost to equip you. Every believer should be a deliever as laid down by scriptures, in the book of Mark 16:17, Jesus said, "And these signs SHALL follow them that BELIEVE; In my name SHALL they cast OUT demons; they SHALL speak with new tongues;" We have the tongues skillfully, but what about casting out devils. You have superman, inside of you sitting down. Greater is he that is in you than he that is in the world. Start casting out devils. Ask the Lord to equip you to do his will today! Or if you are already equip help somebody access the throne of grace to be equipped themselves.

Say this prayer. In the name of JESUS, I cover myself with the Blood of JESUS. I ask for giant warrior angels of the LORD to protect us. As for your war clubs and weapons of war I break down, undam, and blow up all walls of protection around all witches, warlocks, wizards, satanists, sorcerers, and the like, and I break the power of all curses, hexes, vexes, spells, charms, fetishes, psychic prayers, psychic thoughts, all witchcraft, sorcery, magic, voodoo, all mind control, jinxes, potions, bewitchments, death, destruction, sickness, pain, torment, psychic power, psychic warfare, prayer chains, incense and candle burning, incantations, chanting, blessings, hoodoo, crystals, and everything else being sent my way, or my family member's way, or any DELIVERANCE Ministries way, and I return it, and the demons to the sender, SEVENFOLD, and I bind it to them by the Blood of Jesus, and I cut their ungodly silver cord and lay lines , in JESUS' Name.

Grace be unto you, Oneil Webservant

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