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SURGERY
Bless the exalted name of Jesus Christ, the most
precious and sweetest person there is and always will
be. I love him and adore how He cares for me with arms
wide open He will pardon me, it is no secret what God
can do. To the author and finisher (Jesus) of my life
'te amo' (muy).
How is everyone doing? I was just lamenting about how
good God has been to me. Good is really an
understatement. He is marvelous, wonderful, lovely,
indescribably, He is everything to me. He has been the
best thing that ever happened to me. Oh how I love
Jesus, the Great King and God. Affectionately, my
King and my God. Is there another God beside
Him? No, I know not any. For this man Christ
Jesus has changed me, mould me, transformed me, freed me
from self, hate, pity, guilt, lust of the flesh, lust of
the eye, false hope, parental control, generation
deposits, demonic prisons, money prisons, self-hatred,
confusion, depression, self annihilation, self spiritual
mutilation, oppression, obsession, false inclination,
lying, stealing, evil surmising, mischief, pretense,
greed, doubt, fear, unbelief, complaining, pride, false
leading, false fire, double minded, sicknesses,
diseases, and disappointment.
TODAYS SCRIPTURE: "For it is better, if the will of
God be so, that ye suffer for well doing, than for evil
doing." 1 Peter 3:16.
Many a times we refrain from saying a lot about
ourselves because of shame and insecurities. Last year
the Lord did surgery on me. What is this? Earlier
in the year He related to me that He is going to move
his hedge from around me. Now I was trying to
ignore Him, for that was not what I wanted to
hear. I related, please Lord not now I have this
plan and that plan and visitors are coming and I have to
achieve this by that time and so on. But three
nights He came to me telling me who I am and His
potential in me. Those three nights I tried to
hide as well. I knew this time would come sooner
or later. But I didn't want it now. In my former
circle of influence I was becoming too famous, smart,
go-getter, regarded as a man of my words, chased, having
great potential, witty: friends and family hinting me to
be a doctor, a lawyer, politician, someone great in
society. I was at an opportune turning point.
Then the Lord decided to perform surgery on me.
Surgery meaning things are going to be exposed. Things
that I perceived would defame or crush His potential in
me. Surgery suggesting that you are not all that you
seem to be. Surgery suggesting that it’s only by His
mercy that I have become anything, anyway, or have any
hope; surgery suggesting that there are some things I
must give up; surgery exposing my weaknesses; surgery
exposing to 'the world' how weak I am.
Now you have to be willing to go through, for no one
wants to be spiritually sick, which has its effect in
the social arena. Pharisee, "lord have mercy what
happened to him, I knew it from the start that..." Who
wants to be faced with their real self and find out that
you are what you fight against? You have deposits
of evil locked up on the inside, but just because of
God’s grace you are passed as holy, righteous, godly, a
genuine 'god man.' But little did I know that I
was capable of some terrible sins that I so violently
refute. I found out about grace. Romans chapter seven
and eight meant alot to me now. I was a strict
self-disciplinarian athlete so avoiding sex, reveling,
heresies, malices, envies, lying and others was easy
much more to fast and read the word, especially just
getting saved. Little did I know that it was achieved by
the mercies and grace of our Lord Jesus Christ.
BUT BEFORE YOU CAN TRUST GOD YOU MUST BE CERTAIN THAT
YOU NEED HIM. Only sinners need him, those who are
tearful and displeased by the enormity of their failing
and faults.
There are some things and inclinations inside of us,
that if it wasn't for the grace of God we would....(fill
in the blanks). I mean things that if we didn't have so
much church and house work to do God knows whose bed we
would be in, what cliff we would jump off, what night
club we would be in… Can I be free here? How can
you be getting hot flashes seeing a new handsom brother
in church and you are an esteem wife. You need to be
free. Allow the Lord to work on you. For the Lord
showed me in the spirit pastors, pastor's wives,
evangelists, teachers, singers, musicians, members of
the pew and others, that if opportunity meets the
inside, we would have a repeat of Sodom and Gomorrah.
Things that only God can remove. Things that have been
there for years but some how it was under control.
I know I am speaking to somebody because the Lord
indirectly forced me to write this letter after five in
the morning and for the first in a long time, I am
talking to him mouth to mouth. Why are you hoping that
one night both of you can work late and it accidentally
just happen? Thats captivity.
No wonder we studied earlier that it is good for a
man to bear the yoke in his youth (Lam 3:24), its much
easier to tolerate than to be an esteemed worker and
have to pull down. Before you go up you must first go
down. Allow him to mould you today so you can be all
that he wants you to be. Saints and friends of the most
high God, rest your cloak of holiness and self-righteous
and ranking and facade and pretense and ... We are
hurting; at least be honest with God and tell Him the
truth. Allow God to do surgery on you; it might be long
and embarrassing, but it will be worth it in the long
run.
Ladies, gentlemen, pastors, bishops, young men, young
women, teachers, prophets, evangelists, ministers,
deacons, church workers, weepers, those that are dying,
and you. I am speaking directly to you by the
grace of God…HE WANTS TO HEAL YOU!! You don't have
to live a life that no one else knows and you are afraid
to let it be known. Let the outward man perish and
the inward man be renewed daily… "For it is better, if
the will of God be so, that ye suffer for well doing,
than for evil doing.” 1 Peter 3:16.
I love you all and wish you all the best.
Grace be unto
you.
WebServant
Oneil.
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